NATALIE CAMPBELL


How does one describe a life, particularly one's own? I can say for certain that I was born in 1950 at the peak of the baby boom bell curve and that much of what I have pursued through the years has come together in the marriage of form and spirit that is Blue of the Flame. A metaphor was at hand - a quilt of mine entitled "A Journey Home" that has been integrated into the graphic design of the CD. This quilt weaves together thousands of small pieces of material that I collected over the years. Choosing and cutting, recutting and piecing, I had no conscious plan - I just sewed together the pieces that spoke up. As for the pieces of my life - I come from Cincinnati, went to high school in Connecticut and college in Colorado. I flew off to Europe at every opportunity during the days of youth fares, then settled in New York to sing and act. I had successes - TV commercials, a running role on a daytime drama, many wondrous friends and, always, a song. I am an optimist and this was a time of looking for purpose and focus, During the 1980s I studied comparative religion and the essence of spirit. I was raised Roman Catholic but was drawn to the knowledge that each soul has his or her own unique journey to God. Finding my own voice and the heart within it became a prayer.

I married Russell Walden and we have two children, John and Susannah. I began the joyous and riotous ride of parenthood - the all revealing mirror - and the challenge of seeking the true meaning of partnership. When our children were four and seven we moved to Santa Fe, New Mexico. I quilted, rode horses, continued a long distance career to New York and reveled in the discoveries of being in my forties.

We moved back to Cincinnati for a year in 1995 and it was there that I decided to make a career change and become a horse trainer. I began training, in the familiar landscape of my childhood passion, and the following year moved back west to study gentle training with one of the masters of the craft. As he promised, the horses became the true teachers. I understood more about myself, parenting and partnership in the exercise of actively standing alone in a round pen with a loose horse. In the middle of the third training year we were working on defining a goal and identifying the steps to accomplish that goal. I challenged myself to choose and record three Ave Marias in the six-week interim between two training sessions. I returned home to enlist my partner. Russell composed The Aramaic Lord's Prayer, arranged the Caccini and the Mozart, and within those six weeks "Blue of the Flame" was born.

The quilt, meanwhile, traveled in trunks and in my thoughts. As we drew near to designing the cover for the CD Russell kept encouraging me to complete it. I had always imagined the center of the quilt as a rose window within a shelter but it was only after looking through a camera lens that the entirety of the stained glass window was revealed — a perfect affirmation of the project.

 

So much of the evolution of Blue Of The Flame has been about trust —moving, or not, by intuition rather than logic - sensing that perhaps the facts of a situation are not the truth of it - and here was this cathedral quilt manifesting again the power of the subconscious and reminding me of the power of this music to reassure us that we do not travel our paths alone.

 

 

RUSSELL WALDEN

Russell Walden received a Richard Rodgers Award as composer of the musical Juba, which was produced off-Broadway in New York in 1991. He has written songs and scores for television and documentary films as well as award winning jingles. As Music Director for Judy Collins he served as arranger and conductor for two recent CD and video releases ­ "A Judy Collins Christmas on A&E" and "Live at Wolftrap." His arrangements have been played by the Boston and Cincinnati Pops Orchestras, among others.
Russell began his piano studies at age 5, double majored in math, music theory/composition at the University of Connecticut, sang with the early music ensemble Cappella Cordina at Yale and attended Tanglewood before moving to New York in 1974. Early theater work included scores for playwright Jeff Wanshel at the American Place Theater and participation in the musical theater workshops at BMI, ASCAP and the Dramatist's Guild where Juba was developed with collaborator Wendy Lamb.
Russell still has a sizeable collection of 45s —many on the shelf and more in his head. His choice of CD for a desert island: Ravel's L'Enfant et les Sortilèges.

 
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